Today is bitter sweet for me.
Today is Kat's open house -
Sweet because I get to go meet her teacher, and see her classroom. I even got to bake up bunches and bunches of cookies and cupcakes for the bake sale. I will get to meet some of her new friends, and see some of the old ones. I will get to talk to the principal and see how Kat is doing thus far (which, no question about it - she is always doing great).
Bitter because, I wish I could do these things with Alex and Keaton. I miss them both so much. Sometimes I feel lost when I do these things with/for Kat. I want so bad to be able to bake for Alex and Keaton's bake sales - but then I realize, I don't even know if their schools have bake sales.
Anyways, more great news - Kat passed her OAA's last year with flying colors, and she got put in a drawing for a prize for doing so well. She won a CD boom box for next to her bed! She has been wanting one so bad, and I'm glad she was able to win one, because we didn't have the extra money to get one for her.
I look at her every day and think of how proud I am of her. I cannot wait for her to grow up (like 30) and have a child of her own so she and her spouse can experience this kind of love for their child. Till then, she will never know how much she means to me, but I sure will try every day to show her!!
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